Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Room with a Window

They moved my mum to an isolated room (they call it). There are two isolated rooms in the ICU. The others are open space.

This room has a window. This window overlooks the corridor. This corridor is where myself, my dad and the kids 'hang out'. Loyally waiting for my mum.

You know Haziq couldn't see his nenek right. SO i thought of drawing the curtains a bit and my dad to lift Haziq (the window is quite high even for adult) so he can peep at his nenek from there.

And that's what we did. So he finally get to see his nenek. Even from the backview.

He said it's not like how he imagine. I asked, "So what did you imagine?"

He thought that there would be one bed and nenek wuld be there tucked comfortably in a blanket, sleeping.

Ah Haziq. Even though you think the doctor should have turn the bed so that you can see her, it's probably hard for you if you can see her. So many wires, some leaving fresh wounds. But if they do allow, I'd probably show you anyway, because I want to show you, that love is unconditional. No matter what state we are in, love is there. I am willing to kiss her lips anytime.

I asked him, "So what did you see?"

He saw machines all around her. I told him, "Nenek is very very sick. Not like before this time. Those machines are all her medicines. You can help her though."

Haziq is always willing to help. "How?" he asked.

Pray for her. Special prayers for her after your prayers. Recite Fatehah whenever you can for her (Is this right? I don't know actually. To ask him to recite Yassin can take ages. *hangs head in shame*)

He recited Fatehah. Many times.

That's nenek's first grandchild for you.

Eh kalau period nak baca apa eh? Tensionnya. I feel so lost!

15 comments:

kunci said...

As in menstrual? Baca semua pun boleh, dlm hati.

Nazrah said...

baca apa2 boleh kalau dah jadi kebiasaan zikir. IMHO.

u cari buku selawat lollies. selawat macam2 ada...selawat syifa', qasidah burda macam2 ada..

doa pun Allah dengar.

kaezrin said...

*hugs*

born-again drama queen said...

like what nazrah just mentioned, salawat can do wonders insyaAllah to the both of you..
i think all of us here are praying for her.
sabar ye sayang..sabar dan redha..

anne said...

You can zikir and doa...buy a doa book - one of those with topics, like for orang sakit, tenang fikiran, makbul doa...one of those pocket size.

Nae said...

Lollies....i'm so sorry,i didn't ur mom is hospitalised. Be strong ok....and lotsa doa for her. We'll pray for both u and ur mom as well, over here.

lollies said...

oh that is so helpful. I am so ashame not knowing this.

you know what. my mum in her struggle to speak to me, she did ask me to selawat. I thought it was strange, rupanya I yang strange. *hang head in shame lagi*

Captain Barbell said...

baca la
rabbi yassir wala tu'assir

Leen Ash Burn said...

Agree with Saudagar - my mom amalkan that one too. Was about to tell you about it. Sambil baca tu you usap2 her hujung jari.

~ni gonchaq~ said...

aku baca ayat2 quran tak kira uzur atau tidak, cuma masa uzur tu aku baca yg aku boleh hafal sebab tak boleh nak pegang kitab Al Quran (yg pendek2 ajelah tu, and to be specific Ayat Kursi memang tak tinggal setiap hari)

...$weE+ 666... said...

mmg bleh baca. surah yg hafal tanpa memegang quran. al-fatihah utk ur mom. smoga cepat sembuh!

lollies said...

wow! I am learning so much more. thank you soooo much.

Trust said...

Nothing to be ashamed of. Better late than never.

torqxic inc. said...

salams...
just continue with doa and prayers in your own words ....and just be by herside all the time possible...

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