Thursday, April 02, 2009

A Convo

Just a convo I heard

Abu : Tak ada rasa takut ke nak gi umrah?

Aya : Entah. Ada perasaan. Tapi bukan takut rasanya. More like err apa tu macam..rasa tak sabar but on the other hand nervous. Tapi rasa macam sayu dan besar hati sangat.
Asal? Apa yang ko takutkan?

Abu : Tak taulah

Aya : Tell me what you feel..

Abu : What if Allah hantar punishment kat aku for the sins that I have done when I am there?

Aya : *silence*
You know what personally I hate this notion. This menakut-nakutkan oranglah menyebab kan I didn't want to go before. Bukan kita pergi sebab nakkan Mercy Alllah ke? What happen to tawbah? habis dah macam ni, sampai bila aku tak pergi. Lagipun Allah nak send punishment sekarang pun boleh.

Abu : But what if, you know?

Aya : Then if Allah decides that it is the best for me, He sends me punishment to expiate my sins, I submit. I submit! If Allah decrees that expiating it now is to leave me pure for the hereafter, I praise Him for His wisdom. Just make me worthy of His paradise.

*tears*

7 comments:

Nusayba said...

Tears indeed.

*hugs*

Each one of us is in the same boat for non of us are maksum. InsyaAllah, Allah is all Merciful.

butterflutter said...

Point to PB's comment.
Kita pergi, kita berserah.

*Hugs

masdiana said...

Whatever happens, happens because of His will, + He is The Most Wise, The Most Merciful, The Best of Planner. We just do our best + may that account for something in His sight, when it matters most, ameen...

Anonymous said...

Salam. wishing you a safe trip and may u all be blessed. Allah is merciful. I did my umrah 4 years ago and was so scared of HIS punishment ... but alhamdullilah, nothing really happened. Allahuakbar. -Rozi, KL-

MULAN said...

moga dipermudahkan segala urusan & segalanya..

Mushana said...

if that idea makes u fearful sampai taknak pegi, then salah la. if fearful tapi nak memperbaiki diri, then good lah.

semua yg berlaku tu adalah yg terbaik utk kita. Allah memberi ujian sesuai dgn kemampuan hamba-Nya.

Mama Rock said...

lollies, i pray for your safe trip. good experience for the kids too - we took the kids with us for umrah before we left dubai. they were 10, 7 and 5. nearly lost mikey when we were there, but alhamdulillah, semuanya selamat.